It seems circles is about attachment to results. I try to love in the virtual world without attachment. We get higher and higher through this relationship until the person I am relating to makes a miss-step and we come tumbling down from the mountain my love was climbing. It would be interesting to find someone who didn’t make miss-steps, but anyways this is what happens to me when I fall from the mountain.
Snow White makes the ultimate journey
Well I took a big bite of the poisoned apple and am feeling myself slipping away. My intellect and ego love the taste of this apple but the poison is making the walls of this virtual reality close in on me and only a pin hole of light remains at the end of the tunnel I find myself in. That pin hole of light is the real world which I am finding myself shot into.
I find myself falling in this tunnel toward the light like Alice falling in the rabbit hole in Alice in Wonderland. I’m experiencing the sensation of falling with no bottom in sight. The ego and the intellect scream and conjour up images of death but the real me keeps on falling. Finally at some point God will reach out his hand to catch me and turn the lie I can’t live with into truth.
Until that time I leave behind this empty shell until the kiss of truth brings me back.